Looking for a long term RP partner

Okay, so~

I'm fairly new to this site, and I apologize if I don't understand a lot of the terms everyone is listing out. I honestly don't understand what people are calling what, nowadays. Makes me feel so old. I'm not at all, new to roleplay. I've actually been RPing for a long time. Over ten years, in fact. But I live under a rock in every possible way.

Anyways.

I've actually taken a look around and I've come to find that I really do like this site. It seems so nice. I would love for someone to direct me to some good group RPs, even. I'm kind of shy and a little afraid to really.... jump into just anything. I know thats not a very good excuse. xD Regardless, that isn't actually important or my reason for making this topic.

Ultimately, I am looking for an RP partner for a more 'one on one' roleplay. However, not just /any/ RP partner. I want a good friend that I can easily share ideas with and talk to often. Someone I wouldn't be afraid to talk to. It actually takes me a while to warm up to new people, but I decided to give this site a try and see if I can find the right person, here.

The QUALITIES I'm looking for:

Someone who can actually dedicate some time to this. I have about 0% of a life, seriously. I do go to school and work, but I am generally always on the computer all day long. So I would love for someone who is pretty much, a loser - just like me. :I

Someone who RPs well. I am lenient on this matter. I don't expect everyone to have amazing skills. I know that there are plenty of people out there, who are far better than me in RP. I just ask that you are actually able to ENGAGE me in the RP. That the RP you give to me, is deep and moving. Not.. I guess I would say - plastic. I like to feel emotionally attached to my RPs in a way that I could actually CRY over them. To me, its like reading a really good book or watching a really good movie. This is something I like. I should also make a point that I want quality over quantity, in that, novella or anywhere near it, is not nessecary. Can I do so? Yes, I have surprisingly ungodly RP skills~ ( Probably because I have no life, and this is all I ever do ).

Someone who is of 'like-mind' with me. And I guess this goes hand - in - hand with being a friend. Because I honestly don't want to RP with someone I think, would be silently judging me on the other side of the screen. I would love someone who I can warm up to and not be afraid to unleash the tidal wave of creativity in my head.

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WITH that said, let me also explain that I am looking for someone that is into 'yaoi'. Or rather, guy on guy.

I realize this is not popular to a lot of people, which has made it very hard to find people actually interested in RPing. However, I am not typically seeking out yaoi. It's just the only 'romance' I am comfortable doing, over roleplay. I am 100% willing to start a roleplay with anyone, excluding romance.

The characters I would want to offer, are very 'complex'. I like using good storylines. I very much, enjoy strong characters with lots of 'personality'. If anyones seen the series 'Firefly' - these are the types of characters I like seeing. I haven't really uploaded any of my characters yet, but I will do so, depending on interest to my query.. I also like long term RPs. Ones with a good plot and plenty of freedom. For me, this means that the RP can take many different turns - in that, it isn't completely restricted to finish one certain goal that would end the entire roleplay. I like for things to be able to continue~

Now, I assure you, I am a very good RPer and a very good storyteller. I don't like tooting my own horn, but I've been complimented a lot, by others for my interesting take on things. I like to come up with my own characters and my own worlds.

I honestly have not found the right person to share my ideas with, unfortunately. This is because - typically, people who want to RP yaoi are generally only interested in RPing with me for one reason. I don't think I need to explain myself more than that. This has always bothered me whenever I try to meet new people with the same interests. I wouldn't even know how to began describing what I want to see in an RP, so I'm not going to waste too much time, trying to describe it. I just assume I will meet the right person that will just... 'click'. And we'd go on and on about amazing RPs. This has worked for me, in the past, anyways.

I'd also love for them to be willing to work with me, on possible future group roleplays. I like having a good friend to 'hold my hand' and do things with. Fun things, like rally-ing others together, and making friends that way. Its been a long time since I've had a good friend like that.

Well, I'm probably rambling now and this is really starting to go all over the place, so I should really end this topic. I'm just sure there will be things I forgot to say.

All in all, I want to make some lifelong friends. I've always found that - through roleplay - I've made the best friends. And I'd love someone to share some amazing ideas with.

Feel free to post on this topic or PM me if you're interested. I also have MSN, Skype, and AIM.

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